I've always had trouble finding the line between flirting and pursuing; choosing between bold and casual; and meeting someone who is both intrigued and serious. Inevitably, with every guy I find myself attracted to, questions will arise.
Does he know I'm interested? Would he make a move if he was more sure? Should I be a little bolder? Was I too bold? Should I cool off and let him figure it out? Will that let an opportunity pass me by? If it's meant to happen, it will. So should I just do whatever I want? Should I not be afraid to look silly or overzealous? Or, should I hold some of myself back to stay mysterious? If he really liked me, wouldn't he be trying harder? Does he think I'm not interested? Is he being careful? Is he busy? But if he really liked me, he would be taking every opportunity to get to know me, right? But he's not me, so he won't be doing what I think he'd be doing. Plus he doesn't really know me at all, so how could he know he really wants me. If this was meant to be, I wouldn't be questioning myself like this... right? The fact that I'm going through all these uncomfortable ponderings, does that mean something? Do I know he's not serious, and I've been kidding myself? Am I only obsessive about the ones I'm interested in because I care too much? Do I care too much? Am I obsessing?
Yes. And my friends tell me I tend to over-think things. I feel better now. Thanks for listening.
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