<h4>Pancakes</h4>

Tonight, I miss pancakes. I miss dancing. I miss hand holding. I miss coffee with cream. I miss his towels. I miss his extra blankets. I miss his hand on my hip.

Tonight, I miss Modelland. I miss high-fives. I miss sushi. I miss his head on my shoulder.

Tonight, I miss the lisp. I miss his voice. I miss his words. I miss his laugh. I miss his smile. I miss his arm around me, on me.

Tonight, I miss waiting for him. I miss expecting him. I miss calling him. I miss the drive to his house, the walk to his door, the standing in his arms. 

Tonight, I miss imagining us together for a long time.

Tonight, I miss what I had. I miss him.

Tonight, I really miss him so much.