How will I learn to forgive him?
I think I still get angry at him. Or hurt. Maybe I'm still hurt that he left me. He let me down. When will I stop feeling that way?
I bargained. I was in denial. I was angry. I was depressed. Do those steps actually go in order? Or do they just jumble up inside me and sink there waiting to resurface?
I've had a string of really great days. I've been happy, really and truly happy. But I still miss him and I'm still upset that we don't see each other at all now. I loved him. I loved being around him. And I miss his hands and his face and his stupid shaved head. I want to be ok with all of this. I want to be ok.
When will I be ok?
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