I deleted the phone number. I unplugged him from my life. I won't see him or his friends pop up on my facebook feed. I've created distance. That feels like the right thing to do. It's over. It's time to heal the wound, I think.
So when I get a text from an unknown number at 10 pm... when I see that it's him, asking if I'm angry I wonder what made him realize that something was different? I wonder, should I reply? Is it even appropriate to write, "No"? Am I angry at him? How can it all come down to a yes or no question? Everything I've felt, the reasons this isn't enough, the ways in which he's hurt me. Even now, it's a selfish gesture. This feels more like an attempt to reprieve himself of guilt than any care towards my condition.
Am I angry?
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