I dreamt last night. I dreamt of the man I was missing, or at least he showed up. He wasn't very attractive in this dream. He looked like someone I used to know. I felt so unrelated to him. He was even working at his computer for a while, and I had this feeling of pity? No, sadness? Loneliness for him?
I've been thinking about him some with the advent of these new men in my life. There are comparisons. I think back to how it felt falling in love with him, wondering if I could be falling in love now. I think of the things he did that I liked, so many. I was mad about him. Even now my eyes could start watering. It is bliss to be so crazy in love with someone who loves you right back.
I am adamant to feel that again with the right person.
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