Saturday, May 12

Friends?

I don't smell him in the laundry detergent. I don't wish for him when I walk by the pizza place. My heart doesn't sink when I see his face in a picture. I have to really concentrate to remember how he felt or how he talked. The one day when I nearly ran into him--saw him yards ahead of me crossing the street--it felt like my insides exploded. What would happen now?

Can we be friends? And if we can, do I want to be friends? Do I blame him still?

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