Sunday, August 22

This Is My Apology to Blue Shirt

I'm sorry that things didn't work out.

I'm sorry I didn't want to shift your stick. I'm sorry if you think I'm a tease. I'm sorry if I made you feel rejected or undesired or fooled. Because that's pretty much how I felt the other night.

I liked you a lot. I came over thinking we'd cut through all the bullshit and feel some kind of connection and, most definitely, fool around. Unfortunately, I learned that you just weren't that into me. That's a pretty big turn-off.

Maybe this could've been prevented if you had been honest with me.

Maybe this could've been prevented if I had been honest with myself.

Still, I don't regret it. I finally saw what was going on. And you know, it wasn't all a waste. That part where we were joking about my future thesis statement was pretty fun. Sometimes you seem to really care about what I'm saying. Tricky devil.

So yeah, I'm sorry things didn't go the way we had hoped. Part of me hopes you're sweet and gentlemanly with a girl you really like. Part of me wonders why you couldn't have been that way with me.

Thanks for inviting me over. You do have a great ass.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow, yeah. Total douche. That sucks, I'm sorry. I've definitely been there, thinking you've met someone who you could maybe see a future (well, at least a few dates into the future) with. Because when all you've met are "Hell, no" people - those you couldn't be paid to go out with again, possibility is enticing.

And when the possibility gets squashed by such callous behavior? It sucks. Big time.

Allison said...

I will continue to abide by the saying that "If you're wondering if a guy is interested, he's not." This was a guy I was friends with, through other friends not online dating. And clearly he just was not that into me. It's never easy though, is it.

Thank you for the support though! Phew. It's nice (in a way) to know that everyone's been there.